I’ve been avoiding deep stuff for some time now. Many reasons for that, perhaps. This might be the start of a long line serious stuff.

Why do I not feel religious? No, it is not for I am less human or spiritual than those supposedly religious. The same reason forces me into the extreme center of the political spectrum. The reason is that nothing is ever for it in itself. When was religion just for what it was supposed to be; to believe? I often hear reports of how religion was used to control the minds of people, just like how politics of today is reported to control our thinking.

To put it in a simple way for the intellectually handicapped: Too much bullshit involved.

I could be a Christian, but their arguments to why God existed are crap, what they do is convince me that their God (the Christian God) did not exist. I could be a supporter of any political party, but nah. Their arguments are too dumb, as in underestimating the thinking abilities of people. I dislike the way they do things, especially when rival parties are having debates. The methods they use to try bringing each other down are dumb (same meaning as before) and disgusting. So, nah.

When was anything ever for it in itself?
When was working just working, and not finding any chance possible to slack/advance career/hit on sexy co-worker/etc?
When was a modeling just a job, and not a lifestyle filled with different drug addictions/parties?
Since when was a blog just a weblog, and not some community for weird mid-aged mothers who have too much free time or have just discovered the internet? (Which is why I don’t really want to be associated with the term “blogger”)

Nothing is ever just for itself. There is too much bullshit involved in everything. Layers and layers of pure shit that you dig through to see things the way they really are, and the problem is no one will tell you how stuff really are, because they are all filled with various amounts of shit which make them see things differently.

I’ll continue stating the obvious some other time.

New year, new beginnings. It is the first day of the year of the dog today.

It is time for science to fuck off, I am the truth.

Happy Chinese New Year!
(xin nian kuai le, gong xi fa cai!)

The friday after a break is always the best! Until another break comes.

Stupid damn game, I have a sketch to perform tomorrow and I don’t even know my lines. Why do I always end up in situations like this? King of time wastage.

asdfghjkl!

So what’s the big deal I thought…

Do you w@nt to listen to advantages of Soft Cialis Tabs?
1. It can work in less than 15 minutes.
2. It can last for more than 4 hors.
3. One pill is less than a dollar.
4. By buying certain amount of it, you can get some bonuses.
5. It’s not a hormone.
6. It doesn’t cause heart attacks.
7. It doesn’t cause any health problems at all.
8. It is actually a medicine.
9. It doesn’t cause addiction.
10. If it doesn’t work for you, you’ll get you money back.
Well, I can continue the list but I think if you are the man who respects himself, you are not reading this any longer; you are buying it right now!

Is this a joke? Where would that kind of shit marketing get you sales, in the Baltic states?

So what? I’m only like 4½ years late, as usual. (Oh yeah, this is about the 9/11 conspiracy thing)

There are many “what if’s”, most are stupid. Some are valid. A stupid one could be “what if your reading this post and jerking off at the same time?”, or is it really that stupid? I have no way to check.

You go: What the hell???

Some “what if’s” sound even more stupid, like “what if 9/11 was an insider job?”, or is it really stupid? We have no way to check.

Well, break is almost over school (oh no!) is starting soon and this is the time when the depression and anxiety kicks in for all the unfinished *ehrmm* unstarted homework I planned to do.

I’ve been doing this one-movie-a-day-before-I-sleep thing and yesterday I ran out of movies to watch. So I do what I always do when I have nothing/too much to do, put random retarded stuff into the Google searchbar! Out of pure randomness I found a site with lots of 9/11 documentaries free for download.

So I download this documentary called “Loose Change” without any expectations, and fall asleep shortly after turning it on.

I watch it again this morning. Basically it suggests that: 1) The twin towers were blown up by the American government. 2-5) Some similar stuff I don’t remember. If someone were to tell me that “The twin towers were blown up by the American government!”, I’d go “Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiite. Maybe you should go to your UFO/newagehippie club or something.” But hey, unlike Farenheight 911 which was heavily censored to be allowed for public screening, this documentary was not released in cinemas, which means it kinda has a good point and a valid argument. At first I thought it was made by newagehippiegeeks, but then I noticed it wasn’t, and got a little bittersweet dissapointment.

So what if the Bush administration killed 3000+ civilians to scare you and gain power in the next election and find an excuse to attack Iraq for oil? So what? Who gives a crap - that’s the kind of mentality that will win. Hmm, this entry has gone from kinda good to bullshit, so I’ll wrap it up.

Here is part one and here is part two of Loose Change. Here are more documentaries for the really passionate ones.

What if a meteor will hit Earth exactly 17 seconds after you have read this word and terminate all life, whichwillkillallofusincludingmeandfinallymakemeGod? Roar.

Your political compass
Economic Left/Right: -0.38
Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -2.26

I soo knew that this was coming. Right in the middle.

When people ask me whether I’m left or right I usually shrug the question off, I simply did not know. Both sides seemed kinda phony and had (still have) stupid arguments. I got tired of not knowing where I belong, so I decided to check out my political standpoint using the Political Compass.

I guess by looking at the chart, you could call me a straight anarchist. Anarchism rocks.

Remember when you used to tell others that you’d fsck their families? I do. That’s what I used to say when people told me to fsck myself. Talk is talk, nothing more. When you make talk like that reality it gets sick. Who would search for every member of a person’s family and fsck them one by one? Apparantly the “Paratroopers of the Multi-National Forces” would.

They found and took 3 of Saddam’s relatives into custody. “Confiscated” (stole) 300,000 dollars and a cache of light arms. Later they released one of them, two still remain in custody. Saddam’s family is getting fscked.

The Iraqi campaign is sick. I fsck their families.

I heard that the best way to enjoy a movie is to think about nothing while watching it. That’s, why I hardly remember what it was about. Half the movie was footage of Jessica Alba’s ass and the other half some diving thing. Hey, no ones complaining…

The funny part was that there was a fat dude sitting next to me (40 yrs old?), alone with two bags of candy and a coke. When I first saw him, I thought: “Just like in the Simpsons… (You know the fat movie/comic book geek)”

During the entire movie, the fat dude was making humming noises, and the funniest part is that I don’t even think he notices his own noises. Occasionally, one of those humming noises would make out to be an understandable word. During important parts of the movie, when the background music had a beat, he nod his head and stomped his feet. Hilarious. After the movie was done, he sat there nodding his head and stomping his feet to the credits. Hmm.. and then he must have went home to his mother, who he is most likely still living with.

I thought that those fat movie dudes only were stereotypes, but nope. Funny nevertheless.

Oh yeah, the movie was called Under Into the Blue. (edited hihi the movie was so bad I didn’t even remember the proper name)