To be able to enjoy life you need time and money. I had none. Now, I at least have time. One week of break, friggin’ sweet.

What have I been up to? Apart from arguing with kiddies on forums about whether their grammar/spelling is wrong, not much, not much.

For a little more than one week I haven’t written anything. Why? Because I have been doing something more productive with my time, and with productive I mean something more relaxing. Hmm that doesn’t make sense. Ok, I just wrote that to make this entry longer and when quickly glanced at, look as if I actually put in effort when writing. And by writing that, I was just trying to be funny. By saying that I was just trying to be funny, I create a ladder for myself to climb down without shame if it was not funny.

Anyways, I have been watching this K-Drama called “Sorry, I Love You“. I agree, the name sounds like some greasy gay-ass show, but it’s not. By using “gay-ass” I show the world that I am not gay by using the word “gay” in a negative way. Smart huh?

Moving on, hmm… It’s about a Korean boy who is abandoned my his mother and got adopted by Australian couples. His new parents treated him poorly so he left home when he was 10, he became a respected gangster on the streets of Melbourne. His girlfriend leaves him for a fat rich Aussie dude, and at their wedding he took two bullets in the head for his ex-gf and that fat dude. Surgeons are able to remove one bullet but the other one is too dangerous to remove, he has only a set amount of time to live. He decides that he wants to die in his homeland and find his poor mother who abandoned him and buy her good clothes, good food and a nice house. His ex feels sorry for him and steals money from the fat Aussie to give to him. Upon arrival in Korea, he notices big billboards with pictures of his mother and his brother, they are superstars in Korea and not poor. He sees on TV how good his mother treats his brother, and how she left him to loneliness and gets furious. He makes plots for revenging on his mother using the last days he have left… It was a nice show, despite the fact that I didn’t understand a single word and had to read subtitles all the way through.

So if you skipped the previous paragraph to get to the end: welcome, your here. So since I’m done with this insanely productive project of mine I’ll probably start writing more.

It the title angers you, skip to text in italics below.

Judge people for who they are and not where they come from? Nah, scratch that.

It does not work. Well, it sounds good at least.

Everyday I see people doing things that disgust me, the same people who claim that they are anti racism. If you do not have the same skincolor as most of the people in the country, you will be inspected extra carefully. If you can act better than them, they will have no excuse to hate you, but if you do cheap/disgusting things people will eventually hate you, and the place you descend from. Basically, you are making a fool out of yourself and your country, in exchange for some temporary small gain.

What are the things people do that disgust me? Mostly selfish stuff, such as grabbing a handful of pepperbags from McDonalds after a visit there. Perhaps taking so much stuff on a self-pick place that others don’t get any. Things like that. Who does this? Go figure.

Cheap people, basically. You do not have to be poor to be a cheap person, but instead the actions define. When in doubt, look at the person previous to you and do the same.

Stop doing stupid shit and people might not hate you (your people) as much, don’t lay all the blame on the fact that they generalize. Also, remember that your actions will be seen as the actions of your people.

– Now I’m not saying that all foreign people lack etiquette, not at all. Some do. Unfortunately, it is always a small amount of people who destroy for the crowd. In this case, a small amount foreigners make their own people look bad, it can’t be avioided. Before yelling and hating at racists, look at yourself first. –

Not doing so is just like dressing like a whore and at the same yelling “Go feminism!” The only way for you to gain respect is be better than someone else.

Until some basic etiquette is learnt, go racism!

Yep, I haven’t joked for a couple of days, and it feels - at times tempting - but nevertheless quite good.

I’ve been avoiding deep stuff for some time now. Many reasons for that, perhaps. This might be the start of a long line serious stuff.

Why do I not feel religious? No, it is not for I am less human or spiritual than those supposedly religious. The same reason forces me into the extreme center of the political spectrum. The reason is that nothing is ever for it in itself. When was religion just for what it was supposed to be; to believe? I often hear reports of how religion was used to control the minds of people, just like how politics of today is reported to control our thinking.

To put it in a simple way for the intellectually handicapped: Too much bullshit involved.

I could be a Christian, but their arguments to why God existed are crap, what they do is convince me that their God (the Christian God) did not exist. I could be a supporter of any political party, but nah. Their arguments are too dumb, as in underestimating the thinking abilities of people. I dislike the way they do things, especially when rival parties are having debates. The methods they use to try bringing each other down are dumb (same meaning as before) and disgusting. So, nah.

When was anything ever for it in itself?
When was working just working, and not finding any chance possible to slack/advance career/hit on sexy co-worker/etc?
When was a modeling just a job, and not a lifestyle filled with different drug addictions/parties?
Since when was a blog just a weblog, and not some community for weird mid-aged mothers who have too much free time or have just discovered the internet? (Which is why I don’t really want to be associated with the term “blogger”)

Nothing is ever just for itself. There is too much bullshit involved in everything. Layers and layers of pure shit that you dig through to see things the way they really are, and the problem is no one will tell you how stuff really are, because they are all filled with various amounts of shit which make them see things differently.

I’ll continue stating the obvious some other time.

New year, new beginnings. It is the first day of the year of the dog today.

It is time for science to fuck off, I am the truth.

Happy Chinese New Year!
(xin nian kuai le, gong xi fa cai!)

Stupid damn game, I have a sketch to perform tomorrow and I don’t even know my lines. Why do I always end up in situations like this? King of time wastage.

asdfghjkl!

I heard that the best way to enjoy a movie is to think about nothing while watching it. That’s, why I hardly remember what it was about. Half the movie was footage of Jessica Alba’s ass and the other half some diving thing. Hey, no ones complaining…

The funny part was that there was a fat dude sitting next to me (40 yrs old?), alone with two bags of candy and a coke. When I first saw him, I thought: “Just like in the Simpsons… (You know the fat movie/comic book geek)”

During the entire movie, the fat dude was making humming noises, and the funniest part is that I don’t even think he notices his own noises. Occasionally, one of those humming noises would make out to be an understandable word. During important parts of the movie, when the background music had a beat, he nod his head and stomped his feet. Hilarious. After the movie was done, he sat there nodding his head and stomping his feet to the credits. Hmm.. and then he must have went home to his mother, who he is most likely still living with.

I thought that those fat movie dudes only were stereotypes, but nope. Funny nevertheless.

Oh yeah, the movie was called Under Into the Blue. (edited hihi the movie was so bad I didn’t even remember the proper name)

A new year is coming. While some gather around friends and family in order to celebrate the coming year, others live under a lot worse circumstances. Now I’m not talking about the malnourished kids in Africa (that you hear too often), I am talking about Saddam. Yes, the “dictator/terrorist/other things” guy.

I was thinking: “Damn, new year coming so soon…” when suddenly my thought slipped to “… I wonder how Saddam is having it.”

How would it feel if one day you were the leader of an entire country, living in luxury — and the next day getting beaten/tortured by american brats (new recruits) in jail?

Now before you start giving me crap for what I just wrote, continue reading.

Firstly, if your American, stfu. 41% of you believe that Saddam has strong links with Al Qaeda, 22% believe that he helped plan the 9/11 attacks, and another 26% that Iraq had WMDs. The fact remains, Americans are stupid. 89% of the population are lost, and the remaining 11% are overwhelmed by a stupid majority. O yeah, the statistics came from today’s news if your wondering. American democracy is like the biggest generalization body ever, and it seems to be working. I guess I’ll also generalize; All Americans are stupid and should stfu.

For the rest of you, try to understand my point. Since Al Qaeda took blame for the 9/11 attacks the USA (lead by Bush) has been vigorously trying to find Osama, without success. The government was losing support by each day, something had to be done. Wait, Iraq has WMDs, Saddam is linked with Al Qaeda, he helped plan the 9/11 attacks, he is Santa Claus, he eats children, etc.

I don’t understand, USA set up the UN to keep world peace. Then they completely ignore UN’s order to NOT invade Iraq, showing no respect to all the contries which rejected with their veto rights. If another country would have done the same thing - any other country - , the US would turn the entire world against them.

When I ask people why Saddam is a bad person, they go: “He killed a lot of innocents”, I usually reply with something like: “He went and killed them one by one personally? In wars, the most people killed are innocent civilians. More or less invalid point.” … “Oh.. hmm. Umm, will you still be my friend… please?” Another common argument is: “He killed his own people.” So you mean that if you are a parent, you should discipline the children of others and not your own? If you were to try to disclipline my future kids I’d kill you (or ruin your life, legally), no doubt.

I think I can agree that Saddam has ordered killings of many civilians, brutally (this we all agree on). I think I can agree that Bush has ordered killings of many civilians, brutally (Iraq war, civilian casualties, 3k soldiers lost). Toture from both sides too. If one of them were to be put on trial, both should be, or neither.

This is a win-win situation for the US lead by Bush:
1. The termination of a highly influencial muslim leader (Christianity vs. Islam) for one.
2. Winning an election too, he made a mess in Iraq, only he could clean it up. If I were to go diarrhea-spree in your house, who would you want to clean it; me or some random dude?
3. A show of force, other countries will fear them more.
4. Usage of old war equiptment which would otherwise have costed millions to dispose and maintain.
5. Testing of new, prototype weaponry.
6. Oil
7. Excuse for a military buildup for later use.
8. Im sure there is tonnes more. Half a tonne for what I’ve forgotten, and another half for the secret shit they do in private. You know, wars aren’t the most transparent things.

So Saddam is prolly sitting in his cell getting beaten and eating shit food, and would probably spend his New Year that way. All while his American counterpart is having fun celebrating. Nice.

I have more to tell, but bah.. this will do. Getting quite tired. Seems this turned out to be yet another America bashing article, aww. If I don’t write something before New Year, then let this be my last post of the year. Happy New year people!

Other than that… free Saddam! (+ flame me)