For a little more than one week I haven’t written anything. Why? Because I have been doing something more productive with my time, and with productive I mean something more relaxing. Hmm that doesn’t make sense. Ok, I just wrote that to make this entry longer and when quickly glanced at, look as if I actually put in effort when writing. And by writing that, I was just trying to be funny. By saying that I was just trying to be funny, I create a ladder for myself to climb down without shame if it was not funny.

Anyways, I have been watching this K-Drama called “Sorry, I Love You“. I agree, the name sounds like some greasy gay-ass show, but it’s not. By using “gay-ass” I show the world that I am not gay by using the word “gay” in a negative way. Smart huh?

Moving on, hmm… It’s about a Korean boy who is abandoned my his mother and got adopted by Australian couples. His new parents treated him poorly so he left home when he was 10, he became a respected gangster on the streets of Melbourne. His girlfriend leaves him for a fat rich Aussie dude, and at their wedding he took two bullets in the head for his ex-gf and that fat dude. Surgeons are able to remove one bullet but the other one is too dangerous to remove, he has only a set amount of time to live. He decides that he wants to die in his homeland and find his poor mother who abandoned him and buy her good clothes, good food and a nice house. His ex feels sorry for him and steals money from the fat Aussie to give to him. Upon arrival in Korea, he notices big billboards with pictures of his mother and his brother, they are superstars in Korea and not poor. He sees on TV how good his mother treats his brother, and how she left him to loneliness and gets furious. He makes plots for revenging on his mother using the last days he have left… It was a nice show, despite the fact that I didn’t understand a single word and had to read subtitles all the way through.

So if you skipped the previous paragraph to get to the end: welcome, your here. So since I’m done with this insanely productive project of mine I’ll probably start writing more.

It the title angers you, skip to text in italics below.

Judge people for who they are and not where they come from? Nah, scratch that.

It does not work. Well, it sounds good at least.

Everyday I see people doing things that disgust me, the same people who claim that they are anti racism. If you do not have the same skincolor as most of the people in the country, you will be inspected extra carefully. If you can act better than them, they will have no excuse to hate you, but if you do cheap/disgusting things people will eventually hate you, and the place you descend from. Basically, you are making a fool out of yourself and your country, in exchange for some temporary small gain.

What are the things people do that disgust me? Mostly selfish stuff, such as grabbing a handful of pepperbags from McDonalds after a visit there. Perhaps taking so much stuff on a self-pick place that others don’t get any. Things like that. Who does this? Go figure.

Cheap people, basically. You do not have to be poor to be a cheap person, but instead the actions define. When in doubt, look at the person previous to you and do the same.

Stop doing stupid shit and people might not hate you (your people) as much, don’t lay all the blame on the fact that they generalize. Also, remember that your actions will be seen as the actions of your people.

– Now I’m not saying that all foreign people lack etiquette, not at all. Some do. Unfortunately, it is always a small amount of people who destroy for the crowd. In this case, a small amount foreigners make their own people look bad, it can’t be avioided. Before yelling and hating at racists, look at yourself first. –

Not doing so is just like dressing like a whore and at the same yelling “Go feminism!” The only way for you to gain respect is be better than someone else.

Until some basic etiquette is learnt, go racism!

Yep, I haven’t joked for a couple of days, and it feels - at times tempting - but nevertheless quite good.

I’ve been avoiding deep stuff for some time now. Many reasons for that, perhaps. This might be the start of a long line serious stuff.

Why do I not feel religious? No, it is not for I am less human or spiritual than those supposedly religious. The same reason forces me into the extreme center of the political spectrum. The reason is that nothing is ever for it in itself. When was religion just for what it was supposed to be; to believe? I often hear reports of how religion was used to control the minds of people, just like how politics of today is reported to control our thinking.

To put it in a simple way for the intellectually handicapped: Too much bullshit involved.

I could be a Christian, but their arguments to why God existed are crap, what they do is convince me that their God (the Christian God) did not exist. I could be a supporter of any political party, but nah. Their arguments are too dumb, as in underestimating the thinking abilities of people. I dislike the way they do things, especially when rival parties are having debates. The methods they use to try bringing each other down are dumb (same meaning as before) and disgusting. So, nah.

When was anything ever for it in itself?
When was working just working, and not finding any chance possible to slack/advance career/hit on sexy co-worker/etc?
When was a modeling just a job, and not a lifestyle filled with different drug addictions/parties?
Since when was a blog just a weblog, and not some community for weird mid-aged mothers who have too much free time or have just discovered the internet? (Which is why I don’t really want to be associated with the term “blogger”)

Nothing is ever just for itself. There is too much bullshit involved in everything. Layers and layers of pure shit that you dig through to see things the way they really are, and the problem is no one will tell you how stuff really are, because they are all filled with various amounts of shit which make them see things differently.

I’ll continue stating the obvious some other time.

New year, new beginnings. It is the first day of the year of the dog today.

It is time for science to fuck off, I am the truth.

Happy Chinese New Year!
(xin nian kuai le, gong xi fa cai!)

The friday after a break is always the best! Until another break comes.

Stupid damn game, I have a sketch to perform tomorrow and I don’t even know my lines. Why do I always end up in situations like this? King of time wastage.

asdfghjkl!

So what’s the big deal I thought…

Do you w@nt to listen to advantages of Soft Cialis Tabs?
1. It can work in less than 15 minutes.
2. It can last for more than 4 hors.
3. One pill is less than a dollar.
4. By buying certain amount of it, you can get some bonuses.
5. It’s not a hormone.
6. It doesn’t cause heart attacks.
7. It doesn’t cause any health problems at all.
8. It is actually a medicine.
9. It doesn’t cause addiction.
10. If it doesn’t work for you, you’ll get you money back.
Well, I can continue the list but I think if you are the man who respects himself, you are not reading this any longer; you are buying it right now!

Is this a joke? Where would that kind of shit marketing get you sales, in the Baltic states?

So what? I’m only like 4½ years late, as usual. (Oh yeah, this is about the 9/11 conspiracy thing)

There are many “what if’s”, most are stupid. Some are valid. A stupid one could be “what if your reading this post and jerking off at the same time?”, or is it really that stupid? I have no way to check.

You go: What the hell???

Some “what if’s” sound even more stupid, like “what if 9/11 was an insider job?”, or is it really stupid? We have no way to check.

Well, break is almost over school (oh no!) is starting soon and this is the time when the depression and anxiety kicks in for all the unfinished *ehrmm* unstarted homework I planned to do.

I’ve been doing this one-movie-a-day-before-I-sleep thing and yesterday I ran out of movies to watch. So I do what I always do when I have nothing/too much to do, put random retarded stuff into the Google searchbar! Out of pure randomness I found a site with lots of 9/11 documentaries free for download.

So I download this documentary called “Loose Change” without any expectations, and fall asleep shortly after turning it on.

I watch it again this morning. Basically it suggests that: 1) The twin towers were blown up by the American government. 2-5) Some similar stuff I don’t remember. If someone were to tell me that “The twin towers were blown up by the American government!”, I’d go “Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiite. Maybe you should go to your UFO/newagehippie club or something.” But hey, unlike Farenheight 911 which was heavily censored to be allowed for public screening, this documentary was not released in cinemas, which means it kinda has a good point and a valid argument. At first I thought it was made by newagehippiegeeks, but then I noticed it wasn’t, and got a little bittersweet dissapointment.

So what if the Bush administration killed 3000+ civilians to scare you and gain power in the next election and find an excuse to attack Iraq for oil? So what? Who gives a crap - that’s the kind of mentality that will win. Hmm, this entry has gone from kinda good to bullshit, so I’ll wrap it up.

Here is part one and here is part two of Loose Change. Here are more documentaries for the really passionate ones.

What if a meteor will hit Earth exactly 17 seconds after you have read this word and terminate all life, whichwillkillallofusincludingmeandfinallymakemeGod? Roar.